Okay I tried to blog like since 7++ 8 pm but so far, I've only finished copying all the friggin html codes into blogger. Arghhhhh !@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@. So bear with me for a while, promise post gna be up tmr!!! Hehehehhehee.

Anyhowz, cannot believe how small my appetite has became. For the whole day, I only had one packet of Yong Tau Foo (I delibrately texted my dad to ask him to buy me wanton mee for breakfast but ended up it became yong tau foo =.=) ok so anyway, I used to able to eat like one whole big packet of yong tau foo with overflowing of food toppings (my dad always orders like 10over food items) plus, I could even eat like another packet of fried carrot cake ok!!! Haaaa I am quite amazed at my appetite back then.. And now after falling sick, today is the 21st day of being sickoooo (and still counting), my appetite shrunk by so much la!!! Like say for today, my supposedly breakfast yong tau foo, I had to like split it into portions and eat it for my breakfast and lunch-ner (lunch+dinner I was eating at a very weird timing). Ehzzz, but I am happy because I think I've slimmed down somewhat?? B says its evident just by looking at my face, like smaller already. Whooohoooooooooooooo, anything just to make me slim down makes me :D

It's 10.30pm already and I feel like I am shutting down already..........

So...................... Goodnight people!!!!!!! Luv Luv!! ;)

Back in SG!

(Diving @ Redang)
Yooohooo I am here back in Sunny Singapore!!!! Argh still feeling sick, it was so much better when i was at Redang. Now I am like all back to square one, flu cough and feeling giddy. But thank god fever is gone!! :) I miss Redang..... :(
Oki I will get back to blogging soon! SO MANY PHOTOS TO RESIZE! And I wanna watch G-force! I think its gna be a great show! ;)

I think I am blessed

Sometimes, I really think it sucks to be me.
I have always wished I could be that someone else. I am always envying others who are like smart, have the looks, and have that popularity. I envy those who are healthy and almost sick-free. I envy those rich kids who get almost everything they want. I envy friends leaving in posh bungalows or terraces. I envy friends who already owned a car. I envy friends who always do extremely well for their exams and tests. I envy those that got into their desired University and the courses respectively. I envy those who can excel both in studies as well as their CCA. I envy those who can hang out till the wee hours and yet don't receive any phone calls from their angry parents. I envy those who are so successful in their business, especially if they are around my age grop. I envy friends whose parents are so understanding. I envy those who have the fucking hot figures. I envy those who don't grow pimples on their face. In any case, I just envy alot, alot of people.

But come to think about it, I think i am rather blessed too.
Yes I may not come from a rich-rich family but at least, there is financial stability and since young, I am never worried about not getting enough food to eat for the next day, the day after... neither did I have to worry about money issues. I have good parents who loves me and tries to satisfy all my materialistic wants as much as possible. Going to the states initially was just a fantasy, a dream. But my parents made my dream come true when we decided on going there during June. I thought that was probably, my first and my last time there. But little did I know, they made my dream come true once more!!! For those who don't already know, I am going to the states in late Nov!!! I mean, how many 19yrs old out there been to the states TWICE?! And its twice within a year! I also think that I am getting chances to travel around the world so much more than my other friends. I could never thank my parents enough.
Then, I have 2 elder sisters who have been constantly taking care of me, playing with me since young. I love my eldest sister because to me, she's like my mum. She cooks for me to eat occasionally, always gets my breakfast ready on the table, always getting me lil stuff when she's flying all around the world, always buying pretty clothes so we could share, and always helping mama with all the household chores. I love you Dajie.
And I love my second sister because she's my favourite MGJJ!! I love how we would always use to catfight in the room until mama come scolding us, how you always help me out with my schoolwork and projects, how we would always watch korean/taiwan dramas and then go gaga~ over them, how we always do our midnight studies together.. I can't wait to go back to the states to find you! I even can't wait to go to PERU with u this coming trip! I love you Erjie!
Then, I have a 24/7 best boyfriend you can ever find on this universe. He never really gets angry with me although its me being in fault most of the time, he would still always shower me with love, tender and care. He's always on the lookout for good food and never fails to bring me there. The way he takes care of me when I am sick is just so mesmerizing. I love how we always play wrestling and getting all tired. I love how u would always buy things for me to surprise me. I can't thank you enough too for appearing in my life. I love you baby!
And well, even though I had sucky results for my Alevels, I think I am lucky enough to have secured a place in NIE. At least in my opinion, being in NIE would be way better than being in any sucky private universities. A stable and reputable job as well as a steady income is waiting for me in the near future.
I have good friends who care and are concern about me, always sending me messages now and then asking me to takecare of myself! whoo i love and treasure every single one of my friends!
So I guess I am rather blessed and I should be thankful to have all of these in my life!


PS: I am in redang now with B, and enjoying every moment spent here! Heeeeee ain't i blessed enough?! :)

Red is the colour of our love

Sometimes, I really hate myself for having such a weak body, or rather, not taking care of myself

even though I know that i am sick. Like, i know i should just eat less fried food and yada yada but

here i am munching on all sorts of junks. I had 3days MC from the polyclinic last wed, but i still

went to school, i even went to eat @ Seoul Garden. I thought i was recovering. Then..... DUHHHHHHHH,

over the weekend it got so bad i kept tearing, it evolved from just a mere sorethroat + cough, to a

fucking bad sorethroat + cough, to + flu, to + migrane, to + fever. BEST. I thought i had H1N1!!

So paranoid parents quickly rushed me to the hospital and there, the doctor diagnosed me with

throat infection. It COULD be a possibility that i have H1N1 but just that they no longer run the

test anymore since they find that H1N1 is just a typical flu... so he gave me... 7days MC.

Meaning i have a whooping 10days MC ok!!!!

Okok then now u all must be like saying its damm shiok to have 10days MC, dont have to go sch

and whatsnot, BUT BUT BUT.......... OF ALL DAYS, MUST I REALLY LIKE FALL SICK THIS WEEK?!?!?!

It's like....... Me and B have been anticipating for so long to go redang which is this fri, in a mere

3days time, and then i have to be sick?? Worst of all, parents are not giving me their nods that i can

still go Redang in this state.. :(

I mean, we've already booked the coach, booked the resort, booked everything, planned everything...

and now, can't go?

Even if it means no diving @ Redang, i am fine with it! Because i know my body might not be able

to take it. I am happy just staying on the island, relaxing, sleeping, chilling, eating GREAT

seafood, listen to live bands while B learns his diving.......

So.................... to whatever god there is, I pray that i will really be able to get O.K by friday, so

at least i can go to Redang....... I really dont want to disappoint B's anticipation on this trip +

all the planning and all the money involved to go to waste..

SIGH~

Planz

What is the reason why people change?
She doesn’t don’t see the damage done
Her new so called friends
I know they will end
But I won’t be there
‘Cause now I don’t care
Sure she’s still dear to my heart
But for now I want to be apart
I wish she knew what she’s done
This new person she’s become I want her gone
(happened to stumble across this on the net.... sure that is what i am feeling right now)
Alright enough of that, I am pretty pleased with my plans for my holiday!!! Whooo!!! :) Alright let me share some planzz with all of u!

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5th Sep - 8th Sep: Redang with Yj!!!! (leaving on 4th Sep night.. which is like in 5days time!!)
11th Sep - 13th Sep: Stayover @ Steph's place & we shall go (shakeshakeshake)
19th Sep - 21st Sep: Batam (still planning...........)
26th Nov - 26th Dec: USAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA with Yj (almost finalised, i should be booking tickets by end of next week!! Wheeeeeeeeee~~~) The almost finalised itinerary is up on my twitter, check it out! ;) Visiting a few new places this time round, its definitely gna be fun! :)
And planning ahead.................
Next yr March: A possible bangkok getaway with ______________ (still dunno, or maybe i can go myself?? hahah!)
Next yr June: Korea; Seoul!!!! Whoooooo!!! Still haven decided who to go with, or maybe i can go there myself too! Lol!
And after reading this, readers plz stop commenting that i am a rich spoilt brat or whatsoever, because I AM DEFINITELY NOT ONE! Urgh getting quite annoyed with such comments!
And its been like what...5days already.... & still sick!! I thought I was dying yst, I had a super bad sorethroat and i coughed like a bitch, had a headache only on my left side (its damn damn damn bad ok the feeling), i had flu, towards the end of the day, i had aches all over i felt so weak, i was walking like an ah-ma! :(
Hope everything'g gna be ok by next weekend! I really wanna go diving and not NUA~ at the island!!

Kaching Kaching

I am so expecting all these to be in my mailbox soon :)

Sweet babydoll frock for my oh-so-lazy days~

(image taken from bonitochico)

Biker Jacket in Ivory!

(image taken from textedlove)

WHOOOO the one that i am looking forward the most to....................

my 88 SHIMMERY EYESHADOW COLOUR PALETTE!!!! ;)

(image taken from underage-girl)

I don't know if i will actually put all 88colours into good use, but, who cares right!

The whole palette is so colourful, it totally brightens up my day! :)

I'm so gg to bring it with me to Bestie's house during my next stayover & doll up ourselves tgt!

Oh and anyway, the other day i was shopping in Tamp1.... and then happened to walk pass...

AND TADA~ MASSIVE DESTRUCTION DONE!!!!

The Oxymask everyone was raving about! And after seeing Xiaxue's advertorial for it,

it's definitely in one of my MUST-BUY-LIST. lol.

And a new scent for myself................. Abit sick of my sister's Chanel Scent already haha!

Whooo i love Lioele's makeup remover! It's water based, definitely much healthier for skins!

My new makeup base, loving the touch of it. It kind of melts into your skin and your skin

feels so velvet-ly smooth after applying! ;)

Purple is best for uneven skin tone - JUST LIKE ME :(

Last but not least............. RedEarth Award Winning Illuminating Skin Fluid!

Hate to admit it but i have a very... i repeat.... very, very, VERY DULL SKIN. It's like,

super lifeless and not glowing at all. So by using this, whooo i achieve the glowy-effect, plus

it totally brightens up my DULL face!

Life has really absolute NOTHING to offer right now, which is damn sad :(

Really need a getaway to get back alive! Soon Soon Soon!!!

(ok back to planning my Dec USA itinerary~)

I love night more than day

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Fri night @ Rebel was fun + funny + damn comical!!!! The night started out GREAT because we didn't had to queue for entry, and didn't even had to pay cover charge too cuz the bouncer gave Bestie an entry for 2 tickets the previous time she went, and best still, we had VIP chops!! Whoohoo! Ok, but fact is, we did not make full use of the VIP chops so ohwell..~

Oh anw, music was great. At least towards the back :) And it was hell of a fun night because REBEl's full of amusing people lah... We had all sorts of people talking to us... chinese, malays, indians, angmohs, BLACKS..... and even china girls came to ask us if we wanted a drink =.= We also had people placing bets on us that we're lesbians (wth right?) Ok to cut long story short, it was a very fun night though we didn't even had a single sip of alcohol, we danced as if we're like high on clouds! Most memorable time would be when the whole dancefloor was practically owned by me and bestie, uh weird, why so little ppl stay until lights on? The dancefloor was so empty we could shuffle to and fro, do breakdance and wont touch anyone! Ok just joking we didn't shuffle/breakdance cuz we know nuts about it but u get my drift!
Ok i think anyone who's reading this space really can't get what i am trying to say because fact is, its really hard to describe it out in words.
I cant wait for the next one! It's defintely gonna be better :)







And on the way to REBEL, I met Norwin @ Outram Park cuz he's on his way to Dbl O! Whooo its been 5 months since we last met, the last time was during the collection of the As results which i just bitterly cried all the way out of school............................ :(

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NISSAN SUMMER CARWASH CHARITY EVENT!





Me: OMG I AM DAMN SCAREDDDDDD!!!!

The freaking guy who took away my virgin dunk!!!

Dunked! I am so unlucky, i got dunked like 20over times, whereas ppl like Ariel got dunked twice only =.= Maybe I have a qian bian face thats why, but that's not the point. It really drains out all my energy from climbing up to the wooden platform to sit, only to get dunked the very next minute, and then i have to climb up to the platform again, and then get dunked again, then................ (cycle continues for 1friggin 1hr) But its ok, at least I was able to do my very lil part for this charity event :)

School's really suffocating me. Totally can't wait for the holidays to come.

I've already planned out a list of things to do! Whoooo sep sep sep lai lai lai!!!

Crabbbyyy

Done by my very funny sister, in her attempt of showing me the buffet in Las Vegas that we missed 2days in a row when we were there. Can you believe it?! 2DAYS IN A ROW WE FUCKING TRIED OUR BEST TO MAKE IT ON TIME, EVEN RAN CRAZILY AROUND LAS VEGAS TO THE FREAKING HOTEL UNTIL EVERYONE WENT MISSING BUT STILL.............. MISSED THE BUFFET. (RIDICULOUS!!!!) Argh omg still cannot believe it haha! Really feel like having eating a crab now (yums).
So anyway I got my very first assignment from ChurpChurp today on Singtel Mobile Youth Plan. Quite amazing you can earn moolah just by blogging, and now, even just by tweeting you earn too! Ohya, thinking if I should go cashout my Nuffnang moolah now, or should I just let it accumulate more and then cashout a big sum out.... hmmmmm........... (anyway continue clicking on my nuffnang ads plzzzzzz!!!!!)
Anyhowz, REBEL TONIGHT!! PARTY LIKE A ROCKSTAR! ;)

This Whole Post is dedicated to You

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Every good friend was once a stranger, just like us. Then we made friends with each other with

a lil note you gave me during class CME. I miss those times when we are only 13, 14 and we

were all behaving like chowahlians then but don't feel like we are behaving like chowahlians but

actually we are quite chowahlians (ok nvm), times we quarelled over things that i cannot

even remember now and then have the 'i dont friend u' vicious cycle going on. I miss going to

training tgt with you and having you as my vball partner was probably the best thing that

could have ever happened because our pattern pattern same same, we always get the same old

scolding from coach. Then we parted and went into separate schools, we seemed to have

vanished from each other's life. I only remembered meeting you one time for my 17th birthday,

one time for your 17th birthday, one time during yj's birthday, one time after my JC1 promos.

(=.=), and then things got better in year 2008 for (????) reasons, i love how u and jess plan &

celebrated my 18th birthday together with shaoying. Then came my Alevels I sort

of break off ALL contacts with almost everyone including you and 'self-quarantine' myself

(hahahaha). And before i knew it, Alevel's gone like the wind (WHOOHOO!!), and we would

always meet up to party+partyparty+partypartyparty...... I miss those times when we would

go partying tgt and then have stayovers at either my place/your place, and then the next day,

waking up feeling damn tired (panda eyes, eyebags all out) and then we will scare the hell of

each other with our disgusting faces, and times like when i am at ur place and how we shoo off

momo in the speed of light because its so freaking smelly, it's smell can be like the best

alarm clock in the whole universe! And then we would almost go hungry at the same time,

so we will order KFC and eat, eat, eat.... and then slp, slp, slp again... and then waking

up deciding what to do next but always have no idea other than partying so

we will start the next round of partying... Plus those 5D4N in BKK i had with you was so

memorable i totally love those 5days there!! Days when we tried to act like the locals because

i know some basic thai language but always genna exposed as tourists, days when ppl kept

thinking we are japanese, calling us "yumiko" or whatever jappish names, calling us "kawaii"

(=.=), caucasians trying to hook us up and bring us to some nightclubs, days when we leave the

hotel with nothing, and came back like a SantaClaus... days when we dressed 99.9% alike there.

And esp the last day when we were left with absolute no money that we can only afford

cup noodles from 7-eleven...

I miss you bestie, when can we get to meet again?

MY 19th Birthday Dinner

That night, B brought me over to La Cantina in Venezia to " Enjoy true Italian cuisine with breathtaking views of the vast eastern shore; a perfect ambience for intimate dinners under the moonlight" for my birthday dinner :)












The appetizers. Lol me&B dont really know how to eat such stuffs man! The waitress cleared it away with still so much leftovers..










Pizza that is one of the best that I've eaten so far!


S for SHENNY!!! ;p








My lil birthday cake!



Thank god the weekends are finally here!!! I had barely 5hours of sleep everyday for the whole of this week, I was virtually a walking zombie :O
Oh and anyway, did i mention I am loving the 12th of every month!? WINKZZXXS.